Didn't help!

Making dinner didn't help.
However, going with Lexi to the mall, where I used a gift card to buy a new bra and laughed at all the weirdos freaking out about Christmas shopping, did make me feel better.
Then we got home and she left to go out drinking with her friend ... and left me home alone with her brother. I like him just fine but I'm depressed and can't exactly talk to him about things.
I think I'll do the dishes and then clean my room; depression + mania = cleaning Sarah.